Trying to find my way

Dec 15, 2010

Sad to admit that I have not reached my goal of 180 pounds as yet.  Lack of motivation and stress has been the main caused and I sit her unhappy because I look at my body and though I have gain confidence to take pictures and go out more with friends I still hate looking at my body nude.  Especially my stomach.  I try to put it out of my mind by convincing myself that Life came out of this stomach two healthy babies so the belly is well earned but in reality my children are now 20 and 18 years old so those fond memories should have vanished.  My belly has always been the main source of my weight problem and now I realize what I am doing wrong that the stomach is not leaving the main reason eating then laying down.  Really need to reevaluate my goals and start taking care of Aneisha like I take care of everyone else.   

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