Week 10

Mar 08, 2010

Well it has been 10 weeks since surgery and time seems to have flown by.  This morning I weighed in at 264.2.  Just shy of 50lbs.  It still feels unreal.  I am doing things now that I never thought I would do again.  I actually wore heels  last Sunday.  I never even with weight loss thought I would do that.  Funny thing is it didn't bother me at all.  I find myself more willing to be up and moving...I believe my couch potato days are coming to an end.  I hold up my size 20 pants and I can't believe how small they look.  What will it be like in a few more months.  I can't wait!

On the negative side...I find myself doing things that potentially could cause me serious problems down the rode.  I have not been taking my vitamins like I should.  Some days I do some days I don't.  I haven't drank a protein shake in at least 2 weeks.  I have eaten small peices of birthday cake 3 times.  I also find myself wanting to graze at times.  SO I need to seriously get back on track.  Today I am back on shakes and vits.  No more grazing either.  I hate it when I do crap like this.  I know in my mind these things are land mines, but I still insist on stepping on them.  I hope that one day this sick thinking will be behind me.  Till then I think I need to amp up my accountability. 

My goal is to be below 50lbs this week and maybe even into the 250's....that would be awesome. 

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