September 28th Office visit Filled

Oct 02, 2009

Office visit 09.28.09  weighed in @ 219 lost 20 lbs in approx 9 weeks.(since 07.13.09) I am so stoked I am finally getting the results that I've been expecting and waiting to see for quite some time. It's been one year post op (but as good friend reminded me) my journey really only begun in April 2009. (due to a data error on my chart recording a 4 cc band used and turned out to be 10 cc) yew!!!!!! That was a relief for a while there I remember feeling scared.... thinking I was going to need surgery again.. 286/270/216 presently.... I've lost 70lbs that is a really big deal!!!!!!! It's so exciting (surreal) I've been clothes shopping for the first time in a long time and not in a thrift store.....  I'm in a size 16 and loving every minute of it. Friends and family are all starting to notice and complimenting me. That in it's self is life changing. It's been a very long time since I've been told that I look good 20+ years to be exact. It sometimes is hard to hear and I can't believe it. What I mean is "I can't believe my ears and sometimes I want to look around to make sure they're talking to me." It's crazy but I really don't know how to react to it, it's sounds so foreign, a big void in my life for sooo long. I don't know how to respond at times.


God I love my band it is doing for me what I was unable to do all by my self. :o)

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