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I have really had a great weekend which is leading to a great week thus far. On Sat I had a great experience in class where I wasn't bored but felt excited to be there. On Sunday I was baptisted at New Shiloh church in Baltimore, MD. what a great and fullfilling experience that was. Today even though my teacher really made me mad I still manage to have a good day. I receive the good news that I have been waiting on. I was approved and scheduled my surgery date for March 24, 2009, twelve days after my birthday. What a birthday present even though I will be a sick and have to get used to eating totally different. It will be worth it in the end. I feel so blessed to have been approved for this surgery and now feel that I have something else worthwhile to look forward to. Chat Later.

 I started classes on monday so now I will be joggling work, school, and family. Wow what a treat for me. I know women do this everyday but it is just even harder when you are struggling to  lose weight.  Anyway one of my problem with being this busy is not eating healthy or always eating on the go. Any sugesstions are welcome. I will be going to class one time during the day and two times at night. I will try to pack a small dinner that can be ate in class or something like that.

I just can't focus today on anything. I don't want to do any work even though I am at work. That is the bad part. It is so boring that I am ready to go to the vending machines. Plus I go back to school next week so I am not looking forward to that. I just want to go home curl up under some covers and watch movies. Anyway I guess I am just being lazy but  that is just the way I feel today.

 With valentine day soon approaching i am feeling a little sad because i recently broke up with my boyfriend. So i was trying to frigure out something to do for that dreadful day for singles. I really wanted to be with someone this year even though i am not activiely lookig for anyone, maybe i am since hooked on that other guy that i am no longer with.  Alright enough feeling sorry for my self time to more on. bye for now.

I just wanted to vent a little about how good, bad foods taste compared to how bad, good foods taste. Ever time I eat a bad food I tend to get the best satisfying feeling that it is like you are plesently pleased in the bedroom or something like that. Anyway when I eat healty foods like oatmeal, it just doesn't give the same effect. Anyway just venting a little. 

 

This is my first blog for the new year so I will start it by saying how happy I am to have made it through the past year. 2008 was a year filled with ups and downs which left me feeling both down and good at different times. I have went through breakup to makeup back to breakup. Also I learned news things about myself throught a period of reflection. So I hope with the passing of the previous year and the beganning of a new year I will land on top. Even though I am still dealing with feelings that accompany a breakup I know something good will come from it. I haven't found it yet. I yearn to call the ex and just hear their voice and rekindle our past flame but it is not meant to be. But I can still keep hope alive right. LOL. Anyway enoungh about my love life or lack there of it. Last year I wore 255 lbs and this year I hope to have my weight loss surgery to help me battle the pounds down to a healthy weight. So wish me well in my journey to the unknown world of slim and healthy.

I just got some good news from the customer service representative at Carefirst Blue Choice about my six month dieting program. I was enrolled a weight loss program that was giving me B6 and B12 shots to help with my weight loss. The shots were working but I changed jobs so I wasn't able to get there to get my shots like I was able to before. So I stopped going to the program. The only thing I didn't like about the program was that the shots had to be in your butt. Which started to hurt after a while. I got them three times a week and the B6 or B12 shot burned sometimes so it wasn't a good feeling. Anyway the rep stated I would be able to use the program as my six month weight loss program obligation as long as it was within two years. Lucky for me, it is.

It is Monday Morning time to get back to the grind. I really get physically and mentally sick the day before coming back to work here. But I must stay long enough to get my insurance to pay for my surgery and save enough money to place down payment on a new house.  Anyway yesterday wasn't so bad I got a headache from the loud music at church. I instantly got a headache as soon I went there and the music was blasting like that. It doesn't help that I was hungry too. I went with my sister and she wanted to sit all the way up front close to the speakers. It lasted about 3 hours and then I was ready to go. Church should not last that long. You can get the word across in a hour and half.  

If I had a dollar not a penny for the number of times people told me that I wasn't fat it was that I was just short so I looked fat. Funny right! That is one of the worst things people can say to me sometimes because I didn't like being short either.  Anyway when I first met my boyfriend he told me the same thing but at the same time wanted me to loss weight. Which one is it? Am I fat or just short which makes me look fat? Guys sometimes you can't satisfy them but I still love them anyway.