Insecurities..

Dec 23, 2008

Ahh I am messing things up again. I have BIIIIG jealousy issues probably because I have been alone most of my life. I always wanted what other people had. I have been married for 2 yrs and the same jealousy issues and hurting my marriage. Does jealousy ever go away? WIll it be better when I am skinny and not comparing myself to others or does that never go away? I am sitting here crying because my husband won't talk to me and i just want everythign to be better. I know it is my fault that it is not ok but still i can't help it. I feel miserable and sick and just like so not in the christmas spirit.

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