FIRST, SECOND AND THIRD THOUGHTS?IS THIS COMMON

Jun 07, 2009

WELL IN 8HRS AND 45MIN.(MONDAY JUNE 8TH). I WILL BEGIN MY JOURNEY. I MUST SAY, I DIDNT THINK THAT I WOULD BE AS EMOTIONAL AS I AM RIGHT NOW...MY STOMACH FEELS LIKE AN ANCHOR HAS BEEN DROPPED IN IT. YOU KNOW HOW YOU HAVE A BAD FEELING ABOUT THINGS.. OR THAT YOU SHOULD FOLLOW YOUR FIRST MIND.. WELL HELL.. WHY I AM GETTING THAT FEELING... THAT I NEED TO CALL AND TELL THE DR.. OHHH NEVER MIND, I CHANGED MY MIND. IM NOT SLEEPY, I CAN'T CONCENTRATE.. WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON.. MY MIND IS GOING A MILLION MILES A MINUTE.. I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING IS FOR THE BEST.. I THINK THAT IT REALLY HIT ME WHEN I HAD TO FILL OUT THE PAPERS FOR MY ADVANCED DIRECTIVES, POWER OF ATTORNEY FOR MY DAUGHTER AND ALL THAT OTHER JUST IN CASE SOMETHING HAPPENS PAPERWORK... WELL PRAY FOR ME.. AND I WILL BE BACK ON SOON TO LET YA'LL KNOW I AM DOING GREAAAAAAAAAAAAT!!!.

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Bolingbrook, IL
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06/08/2009
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Mar 26, 2009
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