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I know that she is just as excited about the surgery.  She says that I should not have a boring page so this is what she wanted it to look like.  I want to include them in every aspect of this process...lol  Let her know what you think.  I think it is pretty ut it really did not matter to me one way or the other.

More nervouse also.  I am excited.  I see thin, I imagine thin, I sleep thin.  But, what will I really do once I get to thin.  Will thin love and support me as much as fat has all of these years.  Will thin love me unconditionally the way that I "think" that fat has all of these years.  The fear of the unknown is always a scary process I guess.  Regardless, of scary or not I am ready and that is for real.  I will do this in regardless of anything or anybody.