Tanya1992

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I have been at a stand still for weeks and I am getting fustrated.  I have only 2 lbs in the last month.  To be honest I haven't exercised as much due to me having strep throat and then a cold right after.  Then my family went to Disneyland for a couple of  days, it was wonderful being able to ride all the rides comfortable.  I had so much fun the whole time we were there, I had more energy than everyone else, I couldn't believe it, me the one with more energy than everyone else, it was nice for a change.  Back to me not losing any more weight, maybe it is due to me slowing down on the exercise or maybe due to the fact that I have been eating more, or maybe the fact that I have just slowed down on wieght loss.  So tomarrow morning I am back to the protien drinks and 2 meals and maybe this will jump start my weight loss.  The strange thing is I haven't gained either.  I go to see Dr. Stone on tues. and jope my blood work came back alright, I don't know why it wouldn't but you never know.  i will catch up later.

Tanya

I got on the scale this morning as have now lost 100 lbs.  I am so excited, I feel so great and now I believe I can make it to goal..

I weighed this morning and I have now lost 96 lbs.  I now have 4 lbs until I get to my 100 lb. mark.  I can't wait until I get under my next goal!!!!!!!!  I have made a bunch of little goals and then 2 major goals.  I was rewarding myself  after I had reached my one of my goals but now it is getting spendy.  And I think I am going to save up what I would spend on a bunch of little goals and buy myself soemthing big when I get to a major goal.

Today I hit another one of my goals.  I jumped on the trampoline and guess what I didn't go over the weight limit either.  What a good feeling, I feel so much healthier now than ever in my adult life.  After work and dinner the kids and I went for a bike ride, it was so wonderful to be able to exercise without feeling like I am going to pass out.  Life is good!!!!
Jason and I went to the Extravaganza for the surgerical program put on by the wonderful women of the Shasta Regional suppport group.  It was amazing, I was a little shocked Jason wanted to go but he had a good time.  I am very grateful for his support and all the love I get from him.  Our life together has been great lately.  Life with Jason has always been great but lately it is great upon great!  I heard at support group that sometimes when we feel bad about ourselves we aren't very nice to our spouses, I don't think I was as nice as I should have been to Jason.  I felt so bad about myself I just couldn't understand why he would want to love me.  But a good friend of mine told me something.  After her surgery her husband was feeling insecure and she told him "I love you because you loved me when I couldn't love myself".  I love that saying because it is so true.  Jason told me over the week-end that he could never do the surgery, not that he needs it, but becasue it takes a strong person to have the surgery and he said I was strong and that is way he knows I will suceed.  Who can't love a man like that.  But the way I am going to post a picture soon if I can ever figure it out.  It was taken at the Extravaganza with Jason, they really did turn out good.

Until next time
Tanya

I went to the Dr. the other day and I weighed of course, and if his scale is right I am under one of my goals.  YEAH FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I was so excited.  He thought maybe I could get off my Zoloft but after a couple of days of cutting my Rx in half I went back on the Rx full strength.  Maybe I will try another time.  My blood pressure was good so that is a plus.  It was actually normal, another thing to be proud of.  I am now down 87 lbs. if his scale is correct, which I really hope it is.  
It finally stopped snowing today, I am sooooo glad.  It had snowed for 4 or 5 days and now I really want some sunshine so I can bike riding this week-end.

It snowed again today!  I do love the snow but I would like some sunshine and warm temps.  I have now lost 84 lbs. I now wear a size XL I haven't wore that wize in so many years.  I could not believe it, I was so excited and can't wait until I fit into a size LG or smaller.

Jason and I got new bikes this week-end and I had such a great time!!!!!!!!!  My butt is very sore this evening and I can only imagine how I feel tomarrow.  I felt so free with the wind in my hair, I remember when I was a kid I loved riding bikes and that was one of my goals I will have to check that one off.  I have now lost 82lbs. in the last 3 months and 1 week.  Life is truely good, I think of all the years I had wasted before surgery, it feels good to be able to exercise and breath at the same time.  So many things have changed in my life since surgery, I have more confidence in myself , I exercise everyday, I look forward to exercise and if I dont exercise I feel like I am missing out.  I high point today riding the bike and feeling the wind in my hair low point..............don't have one, LIFE IS GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have now lost 80 lbs.  I am so excited 20 more to go and I will have lost 100 lbs.  I never thought this would happen for me, I thought i would always have a weight problem and that was the way it was.  I feel so good but yesterday I didn't exercise it was my daughters 6th birthday and I wanted to stay home with her.  But today back to the grind!  I have decided to do water aerobics this summer  at the community pool it is really cheap and alot of fun.  My pilates class is over in May and hopefully this will help me stay in shape this summer.  I have been tanning and I love it I feel so good about myself when I do things to take care of me.  I thought about putting nails on but I think i have nice nails and I already have a pedicaure every month so I think I am okay for now.

I got on the scale today and I am now down 77 lbs. only 23 lbs to go to the 100 lb mark.  I feel better knowing I am losing again, it makes me feel like all my hard work is paying off.  I am now wearing a size 18/20 in tops and a size 20 jeans, I could fit in a size 18 but I don't like tight clothes although it would have been cheaper to buy 18 I would have fit in them longer.  I have been fighting a cold, but today I feel better.

Today is day 8 without weight loss.  It is hard to go throught the stalls of weight loss.  I have been working out and still walking, eating right I know I need to give my body time to catch up.  I just want to be under 250 so bad!!!!!!!!!!!  The last time I was under 250 was before I got pregnant with my son Kyle and he is 13 now.  I always thought I would be the most excited when I hit under 200 but it might be when I hit under 250.  I haven't been under 200 since I was in jr. high, so this is going to be a new experience for me.  I wonder sometimes what I look like under my weight.