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To allllllllllllll my oh family I want to wish you a joyus happy holiday and I will update you on the day and my weight when i return, love you guysssssss 

Hello to all my oh family its been almost a month and i have been moving and working and helping and helping and you know what i told my self i have to make time for myself . ALllllllllllll i do i worry about who going through this and whos going through that and im like who is worrying about what i have been going through. I remember i wasnt good out of surgery people was calling me like hey how are you, can you help me NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO can i heal first its always something and i mean i cant take it. I have my own issues I have to deal with but noooooooooo one seems to care about that. Well anyways about me im happy im still loosing I will have some pictures of myself you know i still operate the old way just got a camera phone and i still get pictures developed and place them on a disk ahahahahahahah so you already know but im going to see r.kelly this month in concert and i will have alot of pictures okk, I want to thank everyone who have been involved in my process and continue to always and i mean always help me keep my spirits up. Also for the first time in my life i finally realize im changing with my body and havent even made time for that, but as god say he will not put more on you then you can handle so glory be to god and amen to faith and hope. I will write later on feel free to email me and ohhhhhhhhh im wearing a 18 and lost 5 more lbs not a lot but im happy, i need vel to show me how to use the weight meter i told yaw im old school and young as ever ahahahahah have a good one

 hahahaahah not but hello to all my oh family i miss you guys and just wanted to give you a update, yesssssssssss im under 300 now and i still cant believe it okk, now im in 18-20 another i cant belive moment, this have really been a blessing in disgiuse and i thank the lord each and everyday as if i didnt already but i asctually feel more power behind it, wow is all i can say. Well that ol love life i was boasting about is gone out of the window , he was very mean and said he didnt like how i  was changing and he was cold, and all , and im like chileeeeeeeee please like my family said neverrrrrrr walk backwards you will fall everytime, but to be honest im not made im actually happy because i was stressed out in all and it wasnt worth it you know and im still changing so thats what i have to do is exactly change, however i lost one of my best friends because i think he had a crush on me and never revealed but as soon as i got a suppose to be man he left , stop taking care of me as a friend, changed his number and i swear im crushed its soso bad yaww, but im healthy and happy i love you guys 60 gms of protein, 60 minutes of exercise, 60 oz of water holla at cha family god bless

Hello to all I have some great news i have posted some pictures for you all to see. I know it took some time so enjoy. Things have been great for me , i have .7 to go to be under 300lbs and im so excited ,that will make a lost of 89lbs and i coulnt be more happier. I know i have to step my exercise game up my arms are getting smaller But need to get tighter, but all is well. I will not complain. Well chow for now keep in touch, love ya

Hello my oh family i know its been a while and so so much have been going on you would not believe. For started one of my best friends i had found out shes on drugs really bad which almost killed me because i have been helping her raise her kids since they were babies not to mention im the god mother, she up and moved and the kids in foster care and everything ... bam that tookme on a emotional ride. Then i got reacquaited with the love of my life my very first love.. he moved down here and were together and about to get engaged sometimes at the end of the year, he is truly my better half and you never know about that Bird until the fly away but make there way back home.. i couldnt ask for a better partner honestly. You know alot of people say ohh girl you should wait,oh girl you know your gonna be skinny and that will open up doors... well hell i feel like the door was open and i will not be no ones beauty prize oe whatever the man the gets me would of had to love me fat or skinny thats him unconditional loveeeeeeee.. Bamn another major event, no to mention from june until present we had been going back and forth to see each other and i love you guys but i could of made time but you all know how it is to be in love. Then my mother who was renting a apartment well home 4 brdrm woke up to the sheriff telling her the house had been forclosed and i had to help her move and she is staying with me for the time being I love her so much..... Bamn another issues. Then school just started so im done i will be faithful i love you guys for hanging in there with me and being patient. 

Ok now the weight loss i was only able to send velda a updated picture of me however if you guys give me your email address i can send u the same picture my computers are down that i use to be using and the library dont let you save the picture to upload. The weight loss is great im down from wearing a 24 to a firm 22 and somes 20's im 79 lbs lost forever my scale at home is indication 82 so well see, i feel great, my hair be shedding a little bit but i take my biotin like clock work, im really happy and feel full of life im loving the way i feel not i will nto be hard on my body but i will work it out until not more and i have excepted the fact that if my gut is not gone it wont be as big as it was hahhaah. I have a couple of people that tells me all the time i act weird i say how because im extra happy hahahahah people i swear but i know my self worth and im 100000% happy and if that means being weird then oh well hahhahah, well thats its for now my friend laquinta is up for her biggest loser challenge on Sept 18,2007 lets keep her in our prayers and to everyone who have had it lets rock this boat, to all my family and friends i love you. OH  I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS, SINCERELY THE NEW ME. WOULDNT CHANGE IT FOR THE WORLD.

 Hello all just wanted to send a shout out to velda on the walk and to tamara on her joing the biggest loser, i love you guys and yes yes i will call im so bad with no calling, but my life have come under full throttle and its been busy. Well for starter i have found my first and only love of my life and who would of know that it would be like this, we are not trying to let each other get away. Plans gradiose plans for the future so we will see. He is still the same, adn you never miss you water until the well rus dry , i have waited for this man for 17 years and no im not old hahahahahahah, so god willing my life will be a complete puzzled solve i will keep yu guys posted ok 

 love, time waits for no one, back together again, and thank you jesus until the next time god bless

Hello to all my friends and confidents i have officallially down 39lbs and im so happy and excited , so everything is going well and im feeling great sometimes i still get sick but it gets better each day. Well i will keep in touch and thank you all for your support

hello everyone just wanted to check and tell you how my memorial day went it was good, i ate 1 hamburger(took about  a hour to eat) some bake beans and lotsssssssssss of water from all the temptation, oh 1 rib which came back up so thats a no no. But i had a nice time and looked really nice, oh ny the way im brought some size 22 pants and they looked great so im a slimmimg i go to the doctors on thursday so i will report any weight lose. Well i got through it and to all god bless will post again later this week

Well it was my first month weigh in and i have offcially lost 26 lbs and im so excited. I have been eating and trying key word trying to get the protein in it be so hard when you are not hungry and almost everything feels stuck in motion. I have been doing well i have enjoyed recovery and now its almost time to go back to work, im also excited about that because i was bored out of my mind. Well nothing else to report to all my wonderful pals so i will keep in touch and update more once im back at work. Have a blessed day.

Well hello everyone just checking in to let you all know whats been going on well. I must admit I got a little excited when i was told i could eat some beans etc and i wanted to let misses fat mack in and she convinced me to put some smoked turkey necks in my beans and temptation got the best of me and told me to taste a piece. Well i will tell you this it will not happen again i got sick as a dog my stomach was cramping so so bad it wasnt funny. I am now scared to eat at all, but I have been eating what I suppose to be eating because that was no fun. But other than that i went to the ymca and got my membership back and is ready to get on a good foot because this lazy crap has got to go. I will not let god down after i so begged for this operation. I will not be easy but consistency helps it get easier everyday. Well until the next time i will keep in touch and stay focused god bless.