Uggghhh

Jun 15, 2012

Today I feel really fat. All of my jeans that I used to feel comfortable in are now too tight I mean tooooo tight. I gave away my bigger size jeans when I first got down to 306lbs so that I wouldn't go back and low and behold I am to that point. I went upstairs with my coworker who had already made herself two plates after a ceremony at my job to get some food and everyone was stairing and even asked her why was she getting another plate which in turn made me feel uncomfortable about making desert size plate because it felt like all eyes were on me too. Ugggghhh. I so can't wait until I get this fricking band out of me and possibly get the Duodenal Switch. I am so amped up for it now I think I will be heart broken if they tell me I am denied. Well at well over 300lbs and band failure they better not.!

Hope your day is better than mine.

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