that1gurl
nerves
Nov 24, 2009
well, i have been on this diet now for almost 13 days and i am starting to notice a change in myself. nothing drastic but its nice. i went to a sleep study last night for the third time. (the second time i had to reschedule) and i didn't get any rest. how could that really be a sleep study. i felt i might have slept two or maybe three hours. i didn't like all those wires on me and the mask didn't seem to work for me. maybe its the shape of my face i dunno. it just aggravated me. i woke up at 430 am to drive two hours home. well not my home to my moms to get my kids. i almost fell asleep just trying to get there. then i get to walmart on my way home cause one of my daughters is sick and she throws up everywhere. lets just say i did not have a very good day. then i get on the OH and the boards are filled with all these people arguing about who's surgery is better and who said what. i am new here and all i have to say is SO! what? i came here for support and these people are arguing. i am happy with my decision. but i am nervous. i have less then a week and will be three hours from my children in a hospital. i choice this doc cause i had heard so many good things about him. and i have heard the hospital is just as awesome. so i have chose to go three hours away for that good care. it just sucks cause i wont be here to make sure they get to school or do homework. Or for the younger ones to make sure they eat well and get time to play outside. i will miss them for these three days. anyways i am still trying to get everything in order and make sure the animals are cared for and the mail gets picked up. i don't know what to pack other then the obvious. i could possibly be in the hospital with no one to talk to since its gonna be so far away and i am worried about being alone and vulnerable. lord let theses next few weeks go by fast.
