that1gurl
healing process....
Dec 04, 2009
that's where i am. i am still in a lil pain mostly muscel ache. all my incisions feel fine and are healing well. i am getting around just fine on my own. my kids have been so good for me. they know mommy is hurting and are really sweet to me. even my 3 year old is so sweet to me. anyways my husband is on his way home today that makes me so happy even though he will only be here for a day or so. I'm going to one of my friends kids bday party tomorrow. i hope i don't over do it but i want out of this house. i have only been home a few days but it sucks being here feeling stuck. i have lost a few pounds since i have been home but really that's not the point. i just want to heal. you know while i was in the hospital the nurses kept saying how pretty i was gonna be when i was skinny. but all i wanna here is that the pain would go away. that everything would be fine. not that when i was skinny i would be so pretty. who gives a crap out pretty i am i wanna see my kids grow up and i wanna run around with them and not fall out. i wanted to here that the healing process would work in time and what i need to do. the nurses were really nice don't get me wrong. the hospital was a lil unorganized but it went well and i was out in no time. my dad sent me flowers then when i was home my grandma brought me some as well. i love flowers. my dads flowers were purple roses. the best kind in the world. i am so lucky he thinks of me. anyways i am outta here. i will write more another day when i feel better.
