tipsygirl
temptations
May 08, 2011
Last night I went out on the town with hubby. We met up with some friends at a local bar ran by two of my close friends. This would be a typical weekend for me pre surgery. So here I am, 10 days from surgery. I still WANT everything I see. From the moment I walked into the place and sat down there are temptations all around me. Appetizers, drinks, cigarettes.. All things I love! Everyone at this place pretty much knows that Im having surgery. They were there for my Last Hoorah so they know I am not going to be drinking for awhile. No one pressured me to drink (besides my husband, which that will be saved for another blog) but I still wanted to so much. I think I got my 64 oz of water in at that bar alone! lol I was guzzling water to keep from feeling any more awkward than I already felt. When people went outside to smoke I wanted to follow but didnt dare. When Im home and away from alcohol I am better about cigarette cravings. When out with a bunch of smokers its seriously hard for me. Thats why I have avoided going out for a few weeks. Anyways, I guess the temptations will always be there in one way or another, hopefully it will get easier after surgery. Im just having a really hard time with it right now. Its not just the cigarettes and booze. Its everything. I feel like Im losing apart of myself already (The party girl, Tipsy), and I still like her and its hard to say goodbye.
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About Me
IL
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37.6
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Surgery
05/17/2011
Surgery Date
Feb 25, 2011
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