6/23/07

Jun 22, 2007

I have been reading the profiles of other members and find it quite addicting  (it's my personality )!  I have learned from what I can see that my Dr., Dr. Harris prefers the open RNY over laproscopic and doesn't like the band (thank goodness for me, I was pressured into the band by a previous Dr., but my insurance denied the claim).  I am a little concerned about the open vs lap RNY however, from what I have read and I'm sure I will learn more at my class on Monday, but he prefers the open so that he can check out other areas of your internal organs to make sure everything looks good and the surgery is easier to perform this way.  I no longer have my gallbladder so that will not be an issue, but it has been posted on someone else's blog that he actually has found lung cancer during an open surgery.  As a nurse I actually am thinking the open might be a good deal, I have had three c-sections and my gallbladder was removed laproscopically and I know that I have a LOT of scar tissue in my abdominal area.  I have thought the lap RNY would have a faster recovery time, but from what I read there isn't much difference in the length of hospital stay or the time required to be off from work.  I guess once again (I keep reminding myself), I will just relax and let the process happen!!

6/22/07

Jun 22, 2007

Today I haven't had as much time to think about the surgery - probably a blessing in disguise!  I have my class on Monday to learn more about the surgery and am excited to attend that!  I do find that when I'm eating things now I think of how much less that I will be eating after surgery and it's mind boggling to me!  I worry that I won't feel satisfied even after being full - the psychological portion of eating is huge for me, when I'm upset I reach for my favorite foods to comfort me.  I will have to find new ways of comforting - I do enjoy walking and scrapbooking, also I just started back to school, so I'm sure that will fill my time - ugh!

6/21/07

Jun 21, 2007

I am concerned about insurance more and more each day!  My insurance does not have as strict of guidelines as my last insurance that turned me down, however they only pay for 50% if you are approved.  I have figured the cost to be around $20,000, so $10,000 of that will come out of my pocket.  I don't mind about the money (I would rather them pay the whole thing), but if the Dr. and hospital will work with me that would be great.  But then I think, what if they don't? where will I come up with the money?  I really feel that this is something I have to do!!  I just keeping thinking about how next year things can be different for me, I will be able to do more and feel better!  I want to be able to go places and not worry about what others think, be active and not worry that I'm not going to be able to breath.  I feel like my weight holds me back in so many things, in my career and social life - everywhere really!  I guess like I keep telling myself, I need to calm down and let the process happen ( easier said than done!)


6/20/07

Jun 20, 2007

Today I received my psychiatric letter stateing that I was "ok" for surgery.  I have told only a few people of my plans so far and all have been very positive and supportive.   I am very excited for Monday to come so that I can learn more about the process.  I woke up at 4am today thinking things over and over in my mind . . . when would I schedule my appointment with the dietician, when would I be able to schedule the sugery, how would it work with my work schedule, how much time will I need to take off, what if there were complications, and on and on.  I finally fell back to sleep an hour or so later, and then today when I think about it, I think how silly that I would stress over the details - I just need to relax and let things happen . . . things are always worse in the middle of the night I guess!

6/18/07 and 6/19/07

Jun 19, 2007

6/19/07 - So this surgery is constantly on my mind, it's all I think about!  I am worried that I will not be approved through my insurance like last time, so I try not to get my hopes up to high, but I'm afraid it's too late for that!  I have an appointment with Dr. Frederick Harris for a class on 6/25/07, my mom is going with me, she had gastric bypass surgery several years ago and is very pleased with the results.  I am hopeing to then have my initial appointment with him by the end of June, early July and hopefully if everything goes okay I can have surgery in August or September. 

6/18/07 - I am currently trying to be approved for weight loss surgery, I had tried in '04 to have the surgery, but my insurance would not pay for it.  I now have a different job and different insurance and I am hoping to qualify.  I have been overweight really my entire life with brief (and I mean brief) moments of weight loss.  I have lost 100 plus pounds on Weight Watchers and then again on Phen-fen, only to re-gain.  I have tried every diet in the book and I really feel that I am at the end, I just can't start another diet!



About Me
Pierre, SD
Location
30.5
BMI
RNY
Surgery
08/15/2007
Surgery Date
Jun 29, 2004
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