GBP Journal #4 Pre Op

Jan 13, 2009

Here is a before pic of me, for me to look back on when I am browsing.....

Well things have been crazy the last two months, I having been having major complications due to my Reflux...over the last two months of have stopped being able to eat any types of solid foods at all, I can eat blended food but that is pretty much it! It is horrible and uncomfortable and just down right not nice!!

But on a brighter note because of my Reflux complications my PCP and Surgeon decided it would be better to have a sooner surgery date.....So I am having surgery on January 23rd!! Which is only 10 days from today!!

I am going through a ton of emotions....I am scared, happy, excited, sad, terrified....and a hell of a lot more I can't even put into words......Of course now my mind is go throught the What if's and the What happens if.....
I know that this is normal and its the "2 week" freak out!  But for the most part I am really really excited!

So here's hoping I stay more excited then scared...I do have Ativan on hand just in case it is needed!

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