And closer....

Jun 23, 2009

Well I don't have quite the most upbeat report....I have given into temptation. I am supposed to be on the 2 week pre-op diet and I can't seem to stick to it. For some reason it is really hard for me. Everyday I wake up and say I will stick to it today and then somehow give in...now what do you ask do I give in to? Well usually after the second protein shake I drink I want something to eat. So I will stick in a 100 calories pack of popcorn. Then I get a call from my friend asking if I want lunch and I say ok thinking I will get something lean. But do I get something lean- no! I get a side salad and a hamburger. I can't explain  why I do it- I just sabotage myself and it's so dissapointing! I write it like duh! I should know better, but in the moment I just ignore myself and so what my gut wants is what my gut gets.....if this is my future with wls I am doomed. I see people on here that lose 20+ pounds pre-op and I will be lucky if I loose 1!! You never realize how many food commercials there are when you are trying to lose weight. If any of you have gone through this will you please share- it just seems like everyone does such a great job sticking to their pre-op and I'm the only one who can't look the other way......AHHHHH!!!

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