ugh (day 17)

Jul 23, 2010

ok so ive been eliminating foods from my diet to give my stomach opening time to heal. so ive been drinking protein water and making 2 protein shakes a day...thank God for the fabulous SF syrup flavors to use in the different recipes...otherwise id be bored with the shakes by now. but all good so far...

anyway the doc said i can have creamed soups and hot cereals, etc. but when i try all of those i vomit them all up. i thought it was the milk issues like before so i made grits with water and i still vomited...so wth?!?!? ive given up and just doing basically baby food. ive been trying to introduce things one by one, for example, hummus which was ok the first time i tried but then i threw it up the second time around...again wth?!?!? at this rate i dont think ill be able to ever eat again. i mean im going on week 3 and cant even eat pudding or applesauce or grit or cream of wheat. this cant be right!!!! ive even moved to lactose free milk and protein powder just in case. im really frustrated right now...

talked to the doc today and he said dont worry youll be able to eat everything soon...just give it time. well i hope "time" isnt going to be a year from now!

and then theres the weight issue...so for 6 days i was stuck at 255+/-0.1 lbs and then yesterday it finally moved...i was at 254.4 and then today was was at 253.6. looks like its starting to move again but i wish it was faster considering the 2.8lb gain i had last week and then the 6 day stall...i mean geesh i cant win for losing!!!

can i go back in time and....? ughhhh....

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