ugh part 2 (day 21)

Jul 27, 2010

ok so apparently my flammation has not subsided at all...still throwing food up. i talked to my nutritionist and we figured out i can intake baby food but nothing else so i can only do baby food consistency which must be different from the pureed food...who would of thought? so i think ill stick to baby food this week and then next week ill start doing pureed but try to make it baby food consistency...seems hard to do. when will my tummy heal? its so frustrating! i should be eating solids starting today! ughhhhhhhhhh

well at least i started exercising yesterday...the treadmill for 45 mins/1.5 miles/225 cal then today i pushed myself to 60 mins/2 miles/300 cal...yay!!! and im starting to los weight again...im 3lbs shy of the my 20lb mark post-op...yay!! but i just dont feel like im getting smaller yet...i think once i get the food issue together ill really be happy though! maybe thats what has me a little depressed...

and today is day 2 at work...omg forget about it! i just cant get the food, proteins and water in and what makes it bad im only doing half days this week...ugh. its just so hectic at work that i cant focus on sipping all day...its really rough. and on thursday i have to travel to nyc for a meeting im running for 3-1/2 hours and i have to catch the train before 7am. thats going to be interesting...but i got to get better at this. ughhhhhhhhhhh...

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