wedding pictures
I look at my photos from my heaviest weight on a daily basis and have some on my phone that I look at constantly. It is a constant reminder of why I am doing this, and reminds me of the point to which I never want to return. My gym pass has a pic of me at my heaviest and I stare at it while I work out - when I feel like quitting, I look at who I used to be, and tell myself that's not who I am anymore, and im not a quitter, and im not going to go home and sit on the couch. Same thing when I feel like i have a craving for something - i look at the person who used to give in and indulge, and I make the decision to not be that person.
I never hated myself at my heaviest - i was more oblivious than anything, in major denial probably. I have no desire to hide that person - I would want my kids to know where ive been, and what ive learned, and hopefully pass that on. Id want them to know what happens when they each junk and sit all day. That's just me though - im not embarassed of my weight, but i dont want to return to that point.
Sorry for the long winded and kind of unrelated answer
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Another thing you both can do, is perhaps take more wedding photos when you get to goal.
Do you think that could be an option?
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HW: 250 - SW: 241 - CW: 154.7- GW: 140
1 month: 22 pounds (216) 2 months: 12.2 pounds (203.8) 3 months: 10.6 (193.2)
4 months: 9.7 lbs (183.5) 5 Months: 6 pounds (177.5 ) 6 Months: 12 lbs ( 165.5)
7 Months 7.1 lbs (158.4) 8 Months +1.6 pounds(159.8) 9 Months 2.7 pounds (157.1)
10 Months 8.1 lbs (149) 11 months +2 pounds ( 151) 1 YEAR!!! 2.6 pounds (148.4)
Hit "One-derland April 9th, 2011 (199.7)
"Half-Way Goal" April 25th, 2011 (194.8)
"Happyland 80`s" May 14, 2011 (189.6)
"Groovyland 70`s" June 20th 2011 (179.9)
" HippyDippyland 60's" July 16th (169.8)
" CQQL-land 50`s" August 25th ( 159.8)
"Normal BMI" 24.8 October 21st, 2011 (154.5) I am 5`6
"AWESOME-land 40's" Dec 1st 2011 (149)
"Century Club 100 Pounds" Dec 1st 2011 (149)
' ONE YEAR SURGIVERSARY!!!"
Two Year Surgiversary!!!"
Maybe it's because we spent $2000.00 for photography and I am fat in them /:).
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As for the hubby, the first time he saw me during the "first peek" photo shoot, he said "holy ****" so I'm assuming it's a good thing. I'm so happy that I met him before surgery, so now I know that he will love me no matter what.
I've already talked to the photographer and we have it set up that once I reach my goal, I'm doing boudoir pics and I'm sure we will have fam photos. I just really wish I would have had this surgery five years ago when I first tried to do it. :). Thanks, ladies, for playing therapist for me tonight :).
… Well next time I get married… lol… yes I said next time… I will be in something amazingly tiny/fitting and will love every moment of it. Although seeing as I was pretty ******g plastered within minutes of saying my vows I was pretty damn happy about the whole deal…. We should do a post with our wedding pics… and what we would wear now if we could do it over!!!!
Here I am drunk as **** and high on life at my Wedding in Vegas…
**PS… at big biggest… my kids didn't know it was me in my wedding pics cause I looked so different at 275.. that made me super sad :(