Feeling Like a Failure

Oct 05, 2011

So it has been five days since I have been able to eat real foods. My earlier anticipation of being full on my pouch has turned out not to be filling. Except for that first meatballs dinner, I haven't been able to get any sense of fill. I have posted on forums both on Obesity Help and Blazeonline and some others identify with my trouble....most don't. I can eat a rediculous amount of food at this point which has me terrified of failure and this won't work. After a bowl of Butternut Squash with Quinoa and a full apple, I was still really hungry. Then I had another protein shake so definately getting my protein in. Why are thou so hungry!?!?  Waking up this morning though, I was down to 206. I am losing weight but feeling completely deprived.

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