63 pounds lost...

Feb 20, 2012

Wow, its been a long time since my last post and my goodness, what a life change I have had in the past couple of months. First, the great love fest with the ex may not have been such a love in after all. I was ready to abandon everything and move to Australia with the kids to have a life with him. He went back to the his wife when he got off his rotation at work and was staying the spare room. This made me very uncomfortable and I expressed this to him. I didn't feel like I was being heard and he was petitioning for a seperation. Well, it was bound to happen and he slept with her. Next day he moved out and found his own place. This devestated me and left me realing. I thought I had found the love of my life......I was smitten and stupid.
I started seeing a local fellow and now I have, I think more feelings for him than he has for me....I think he just wants to have some fun, and that's ok because it gave some time and distance to figure out this mess with the ex. So, the ex is coming back March 9 and I am still the other fellow. I don't feel guilty since he (the ex) opened pandora's box. I feel more sorry for the other guy who wanted a casual relationship...but in casual, that goes BOTH ways.
Boy, the love life developes with the new body.
Now for nutition and other experiences. I haven't been eating my protein or taking my supplements regularly. My hair has been falling out, as is to be expected, and I need to take something to prevent that. First, I need to get the 60-80 grams of protein per day and I have heard that silica and biotin are good supplements to prevent the hair loss. WIll try that for a while and see how that goes. THis is the 5th month so it is to be expected.

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