Made it to Onederland!

Oct 30, 2011

Yup, made it into Onederland!!!  This morning, I weighed 199 lbs. Well, in all honesty, I snuck in a weigh yesterday and I was 199.2 and 199 again this morning. What a milestone. Crazy, I am here again. It has been over four years since I was under 200....its a good feeling. I tried on some old tight pants that fit just nicely and were quite comfy. I like that but better not get too attached to the pants.....before long, I will be too big for them too.
So on a personal note, lots of stuff going on. My ex-husband is currently working off shore on a drilling rig. He is making pretty decent coin and says he is coming to see me and the kids in two weeks. What to do? He said he was coming last February but cancelled a few days before his flight (apparently got another job). Dilemma: he is married and not sure he wants to continue his marriage. He hasn't seen the kids in over 12 years since he left Canada to meet his new girl in New Zealand and now that marriage is on the rocks.
He talks a really good game about travelling and taking me and the kids around the world. Sounds really good but I am not sure that I want a relationship with him. He is quite a handful and can be difficult to manage. There are some really good things but the bad definately outweigh the good. For now, he will stay here when he comes to visit (if he actually makes it this time) and we will see how things go. No expectations but do hope for the kids' sake he is good to them.

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