I have come to the fork in the road, and deciding to go down one path and stay the course is on my heart, but my mind is saying take the other road and be done with this whole thing.. I am thinking that is what I need to do. I am giving up for now and If I gain weight so be it, if I lose weight so be it as well.. 

I am almost 10 months post-op. I didn't get weighed last month for my 9 months out. So much has been going on that I did not get a chance to so. I have not been losing weight how I have been losing the first couple of months and I know that is my own fault. I however hope to get back on track after my electric and things are back on. I refuse to drink my protein shakes without it being a little cold.  Sandy has put me back a few weeks so far, and I am hoping that things get back on track. 

 I have a few more weeks till I have hit my 7 month mark. I have lost a total of 103lbs so far and I am super excited. However I feel that I am not losing how I should be losing. My WLS team says I am right on target with weight loss but I do not feel that way to honest. How do I get myself from not feeling this way? I know I have been struggling with getting my protein in and hopefully If I do that, I will see the weight come off in greater amounts then just 11lbs a month... they say I should at least be dropping 20lbs a month and that seems a little odd to be honest but hey they are professionals!

Well the time has finally came for me, it has been a long road but thank god I finally have a surgery date. I was going to have it on the sixth but I had some set backs... now I am going to have it on the 18th of Jan. I'm trying not to get too excited because I don't want any set backs down the road.