Missing all of you!

Nov 28, 2009

well, i am now down to 183lbs and I have mixed emotions my skin hangs to I hate to show my body but  I love my new wieght  and size 14  clothes still fit weird and I hate to shop because i do not know what to wear anymore I am so use to covering up. I have taken pic of myself and compare them to old ones and now i see me !! I dont know how to handle my old friend who are still heavy  what do i talk about i feel wierd talking about weight stuff with them and shopping. They love me and  I love them but i feel  weird about it . I know its just me . Is there any one out there who has the same feelings as me!!!  I read erevryone ones blogs and its like everthing is like roses but is it really. Dont get me wrong I love that I had my surgery  and DR Clapp did a great job. I just need to get use to being this way i have always been the big girl  of the family and friends .

0 Comments