Four Years

Feb 02, 2012

Well its been four years and so far I have only gained 20lbs from 180 to 200, I was 344lbs so I am happy.  Its been hard  and rough four yrs, adjusting to my new wt and how people see me and how they read my. actions.  No one tells you how hard that stuff will be to deal with.  Now  am looking at a body lift I  really want one. I need it the extra skin is not fun to deal with .   I will say I would do it again in a heart beat,. Well the eating has returned. What everyone thinks you will never be able to eat again  well not true for me , I can eat what I want but I need to watch for weight gain. But old habits are hard to control. . So what eles can I say lots of stuff. Feeling good about myself is comming along. but others dont allow you to feel good about your self or aleast I some times feel that way .  I miss my old self or least the protection I Had or the excuses I had, " its because I am too bigg.. or to Fat for....."     Friends are great to have when they support you and mine do they have been so great durng this whole thing I am really thankful for them I really am..
so what is next lord only know what next .  oops and I almost for got that I have been healthy this yr no  health problems . yesssssssssss.    like I was saying , I know whats in store for this year but I can say its all gooooood.

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