2005 -2013 and still going
Apr 05, 2014
its been a long road.I have lost 144 pounds.not easy I've gained back 40 pounds lost 30 exercise 7 days a week.to exercising no days a week.up down,. diet panic.those who said I cheated no I did not..this is the hardest part not to gain back the weight and weigh 344 pounds
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2012
Oct 16, 2012
Wow alot has happen I read from everyone and wow I say. But sad for me I have gained 35lbs back I am where i was 3yrs ago . Its hard !!!! But I have to keep tring. The support is gone and life is back to normal . I am happy to have kept the major weight off but dred the future of gain the weight back . send me your prayers for support on this life long fight
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Four Years
Feb 02, 2012
Well its been four years and so far I have only gained 20lbs from 180 to 200, I was 344lbs so I am happy. Its been hard and rough four yrs, adjusting to my new wt and how people see me and how they read my. actions. No one tells you how hard that stuff will be to deal with
. Now am looking at a body lift I really want one. I need it the extra skin is not fun to deal with . I will say I would do it again in a heart be
at,. Well the eating has returned. What everyone thinks you will never be able to eat again well not true for me , I can eat what I want but I need to watch for weight gain. But old habits are hard to control.
. So what eles can I say lots of stuff. Feeling good about myself is comming along. but others dont allow you to feel good about your self or aleast I some times feel that way . I miss my old self or least the protection I Had or the excuses I had, " its because I am too bigg.. or to Fat for....." Friends are great to have when they support you and mine do they have been so great durng this whole thing I am really thankful for them I really am.
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so what is next lord only know what next . oops and I almost for got that I have been healthy this yr no health problems . yesssssssssss. like I was saying , I know whats in store for this year but I can say its all gooooood.
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STABLE
Sep 07, 2010
Stable I thanK GOD , I have been cheating to day I shoved a cup cake in my mouth before anyone could see me and I had two large pertzels for dinner, I dont cheat that often. But I feel so awful, I only do it when I see it or bored so I decided to write and look at everyone blogs and photos you all move me to keep going and to be thankful for my gift , the second chance at life. I have not worked out at all just runnin around on the job. Right now I need to watch myself alot of work and little time to myself and gym I need to make time, So I am going to do a food diary for the next two weeks see the doctor to make sure labs a normal. thank you all for keeping me on track.
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Thank you
Jul 28, 2010
Thank u,
You all inspire me to keep it going!
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what a weekend!!
Jun 01, 2010
What a weekend, I did alot that I would never do when I was 344lbs. Well lets see, my outfit was a halter top it was cute and jeans and I went to a Wine tasting I stopped going because I was to Big, then I went to a Amusesment Park were I rode ALL the ride with my Hubby and with My kids we fit in the seat!! I even rode this ride that I was embrassed to ride on before because the bar would not close AND THE ATTENDEE TOLD ME TO GET OFF I WAS TO BIG, i would have been nice if he still worked there. On another note my Doctor asked me if I would have had the surgery knowing what I know now and what i have gone through I told him "HELL YES" I would do it again in heart beat aslong as he would perform the surgery. Life is diffrent know I see things diffrently like how I see others my friends my Famliy my marriage. Things look hard! Just to keep up with it all is hard,
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Almost 2 yrs
May 25, 2010
Where do I began, on said this would be easy , Everyone eles thinks that it is they think we cheated when we had surgey " why can you just stop and be like the guys on Biggest losers" I have learned this is just a tool and it is up to me to keep this off its like the biggest losers they got a tool and its up to them to keep it off. Adjustments with myself have been really hard No one would understand but all of you would, How do I look at my self in the mirror and love what I see, How do I balance not wanting to stuff myself and eating to little, The laxative oh my i will not start down that road. I have learn to smile and walk with a sway in my hips, a smile on my face . I know I have worked hard for this I did not cheat I worked HARD. I do get sad, I miss my old body blanket that kept me warm and safe from others. "KEEP OUT" is what My body said, and it did its job well. The sex, wow . what can I say it feels and means something diffrent now. I have Dance naked to my favorite songs in a mirror and it felt good,
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