tjcofield
Almost 2 yrs
May 25, 2010
Where do I began, on said this would be easy , Everyone eles thinks that it is they think we cheated when we had surgey " why can you just stop and be like the guys on Biggest losers" I have learned this is just a tool and it is up to me to keep this off its like the biggest losers they got a tool and its up to them to keep it off. Adjustments with myself have been really hard No one would understand but all of you would, How do I look at my self in the mirror and love what I see, How do I balance not wanting to stuff myself and eating to little, The laxative oh my i will not start down that road. I have learn to smile and walk with a sway in my hips, a smile on my face . I know I have worked hard for this I did not cheat I worked HARD. I do get sad, I miss my old body blanket that kept me warm and safe from others. "KEEP OUT" is what My body said, and it did its job well. The sex, wow . what can I say it feels and means something diffrent now. I have Dance naked to my favorite songs in a mirror and it felt good,
