2 yrs later I'm still discovering me

Mar 16, 2010

A little more than 2 yrs later I'm still here discovering new things about me. I really do enjoy being active and outside in the fresh air. I'm enjoying the role of being eye candy to my husband. And lastly, but not leastly, I really do enjoy kids. I was beginning to think everyone dropped their kids off with me because I was the fat one with nothing to do. Well I discovered I'm still the PHAT (pretty hot and temping) one who doesn't mind adjusting her schedule to include a few more kids. For example I took eight kids (6 under 8) to work with me one Saturday. No big deal for a stepper like me. I just underwent my third plastic procedure. I had to get my breast lifted back into the correct position. When laying next to my husband on our backs his chest was bigger than mine's. My chest looked like those balls sacks on the back of the tough guys trucks. No implants were needed and I think I will end up with a size D or a DD when it's all said and done with. I am really thinking about living with these tree stumps I call thighs but my cousin said it was all apart of the process and that I need to complete them as well. Truth be told I will be turning the big 40 this year and my body has undergone 8 surgeries within two years. I think I need to allow my body time to recover. I just make this look easy. My children and their friends tell me all the time how good I look and how much funner I am now. My kids are no longer embrassed to see me at their schools. Now they even sign me up to do things. When I began this journey two years ago I was afraid of dying on the operating table now I'm afraid of not living my life to the fullest. I'm asking God for at least 30 years with my husband and for me to see my grandchildren get grown. So if you don't see me lerking as often as I used to know that I'm trying to relive my 20's in my 40's!!

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