I know it is not supposed to be easy, but dang....

Sep 24, 2012

Between vacation, work related business trip, work related social engagement, and back to school, I have not made any progress.  I am still sitting 35 pounds above my lowest weight on record and I am not a happy camper.  I am now contemplating going back to the beginning and starting off at liquids again and working my way back up the chain.  However, I seem to have a severe mental block to doing this.  I know I should.  I even want to....but I don't seem to be able to motivate myself to take the first step.  I keep thinking about how big a PITA it is when I cannot eat and I sill have to feed the family.  Sigh.  I have to get there eventually or I will be stuck where I am at indefinitely and that is really not what I want either.  I have a ton of clothes I can no longer fit into because of this weight gain and it is depressing. 

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