A Couple of set backs....UGH

May 15, 2011

well....I am 9 days away from my surgery date ..............I go to my final pre-op appt and find out number 1 I have sleep apnea bad enough to require  a cpap machine....and no one told me until a week away from my surgery!!!!!  Dr. wont do the surgery unless I have that machine.....I hope I can get it before the end of the week!!     I got really pissed off on Friday and jacked up my no smoking run...........I only had one, cuz I was really pissed..........but still,  thats no excuse.  I have decided to call my pcp monday and get on chantix.  I have always wanted to give it a try.......I guess nows the time.  I dont want to crave a cig any more........not ever!!  I'm so done with smoking .......I dont even know how to explaine it!    I'm also hoping they dont test me for nicotine the day of surgery.....I have the time off from work all set.....I'm afraid I might have to come a bit un done tf they make me re-schedule.....     Other than that........I'm still on track, things are going as planned......9 days to go!!  whoo hooo!!

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