OH........the wait!!..........

May 18, 2011

3 days to surgery.........um....can I have a valume!!    LOL.... things have been going good.   I had quit smoking for 2 weeks ....when.....poof..I got reall pissed off and I cheated .....TWICE!!  what in the he** was I thinking!!   I know, I know....no need to lecture me...I know what a jack ass I am!   trust me!   any whoo......I had delt with every emotion since quiting, and thought I had removed all "triggers"  .....I was so proud of myself....who would have thought that anger would have been the emotion to make me cave?   I just hope I clear the nicotine test on Monday morning.   I cheated Tuesday night.  So hopefully with 5 Days smoke free....I will past the test and get sleeved!!   If not.........I'm not sure I will be able to resist stopping at the nearest quik trip for a pack of smokes.....just kidding..........I will reschedule for a couple weeks out....maybe a month and continue to be smoke free!   I will be so mad at myself .......It will take some getting over.......but...here's to positive thoughts....and that 5 days of smoke free will do the trick!!!   WISH ME LUCK!!  

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