Two months out

May 31, 2009

I can't believe that these past two months have flown by. My hormones are wrecked, I throw up all the time- but....I'm still convinced that I made the best decision ever. 'Course marrying my love, having my daughter- those are biggies- bigger than big, but this was for me.

I've been given health- and life. God is good.

I get frustrated, don't get me wrong. Throwing up in parking lots, at work, at home, at church, at people's homes- stinks. But I'm learning. I'm learning to not give up on myself. To keep trying. To stay focused. To try new things and exprience new things.


I don't see my tastes changing, but I also can by-pass a lot of the triggers from before- sure that might be because I'm afraid of being violently ill, but, that's a good motivation. I order differently at restaurants. I buy differently when getting groceries for my family. My world is different.

I love the resources and ideas I find here and other places- giving encouragement and direction. It's all good.


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NJ
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03/31/2009
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Jan 12, 2009
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