skinny jeans...WHAAATT!!?

Nov 08, 2010

I have freakishly big calves, for only being 5'0" i have huge calves, i walked on my toes when I was a baby so my calf muscles are about the size of footballs! still have huge calves! BUTTT now if boots come in a wide I can zip them or pull them over my large calves. ahhH!!!!! i am SOOO excited.

I also got brave a tried on skinny jeans! skinny jeans!!!!! (there is a voice in my head that hears so bimbo saying, "skinny jeans in a size 14 is an oxymoron, they arent skinny anymore") But damnit bitch I worked hard to get wear I am, and I AM skinny compared to what I was before, so shove it! and if you dont like it, then don't look at me!!!
So yes yes yes you saw correct! Size 14 in womans size 15 in jrs!!!!!!! And at first I was really afraid my calves would look terrible in skinny jeans, but they arent so bad, especially since I havent been able to to find anything that come in short or petite, I have to cuff they at the bottom and it all balances out!

FINALLY about a very very slow month of losing in October, I dropped 5 pounds in a week!!!!! Down to 176!!! ahhhhh!!! I was soooo soo sooo beyond afraid I would never leave to 180's! Down 65 pounds! that is so much weight! It is hard for me to pick up and carry something that is 65 pounds, how did i carry it ON my body?! Only 36 more pounds to my first goal of 140! and about 50 lbs to my ultimate goal of 127-ish!!!

I have a cruise coming up at the end of January, we will actually depart on my 7th month surgiversary!!! I am hoping to be as close as possible to my first goal!!!

I feel INCREDIBLE!!!! this is the first time in a long time where I dont feel depressed and lazy and gross! And I actually never realized how sad I was when I was so close to 250 pounds, no idea that my weight had that much affect on me. I feel aboslutely wonderful! This is by far the BEST decision I have ever made, EVER!

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