After surgery Blues!

Sep 05, 2009

Happy Saturday!
Ok here is the deal..... I am struggling big time with my emotions....  People say WOW! 34 pounds down, arent you excited?  Ummmm not really.  Please tell me what is wrong with me.  I sit in front of the computer and I cry. Someone looks at me funny and I cry.
I am not in pain at all.  Never had any pain to speak of, cept my tail bone (from those fabulous hospital beds) and in my left shoulder which i am sure was from them pulling on me.  But that's it. Never had to use the Pump. was up and walking around the floor the same night.
I should be excited and happy and all that but I'm not. It's like I've lost myself. Like I dont' know what to do with myself.
HELP>>>>>  Any suggestions?
And yes... I am in counseling.

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