Friday the 13th of August

Aug 13, 2010

Hey everyone.....
8 more days and I will be a year out!  I am 122 pounds down.  You would think I would be ecstatic... wouldn't you?????
Then why am I struggling so? The emotional rollercoaster doesn't seem to stop and I cant seem to get off of it.
I'm really down in the dumps ALOT.... The surgery went fine obviously.... altho they tell me I have liver disease NASH, imagine my surprise.  didnt know being fat would cause liver disease. Never been drunk so i was really confused about that. they say there is no cure.  so my thinking is "if i went thru all this and die from liver disease i'm gonna be pissed"

does anyone have these kind of feelings? Or is it just me

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