Happy Super Bowl Sunday!!!!

Feb 06, 2010

Morning ya'll!
Working some overtime this morning and wanted to check in here.  I am now down 95 pounds. I've lost over the combined weight of my 3 1/2 grandkids...... how cool is that? Physically I am ok. The emotions are still raging, I have had to move AGAIN.....2nd time since Thanksgiving, new hours at work and yadda yadda yadda..... we all have stress.
the nodule they found in my lower lung after surgery has not changed so I can put that on the back burner for 6 months or so, but the liver issue (I have NASH)... non alcoholic liver disease.... is on the front burner now. I have to have an ultrasound done and more blood work (i'm thinking 1/3 of weight loss is all the blood you give). They tell me there is no cure for NASH, all you can do is prevent it from getting worse, not sure that is very comforting.  Noone told me that you could get liver disease from being fat.... I don't drink and never have been drunk so imagine my surprise at this tidbit of news.
Another thing is that my mind's eye i am still fat.
OK so how bizaar is this, went to AVENUE.... (chubby people store) and tried on some clothes cause I have nothing to wear that fits me.... I was wearing  a 30/32,   I have on a pair of 22/24 stretch jeans!!!  ME.... can you believe it.... however the girl at the store says... you can wear a smaller size.... UMMMMMM no i cant.... it was like a wall up ... no way i could do it... weird huh?  my head just wouldnt let me do it.  anyone have this problem...?????

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