Mymamona1
I have a dream....about more than a pair of black pants
Jan 18, 2011
I have a dream that one day I will be a new me. I went shopping today for a new pair of black pants. Yes I admit it I have several pairs of black pants...UGH! I recall people at work poking fun of an old director of mine that all she wore were black pants and alas I have become her. Well for many reasons.One reason is black is very forgiving and you can fade into the background. Another reason for chosing those black pants is being a larger than life girl you can hide any "issues" that may come along with being a size 32 or so with short arms and a bladder that fights with you with every cough and sneeze... Then theres the torrential summers of swamp ass...YIKES with every sweat one worries about what kind of "legacy" they will leave for the next person to see as the walk behind you. Yes black pants saved me from many of an embarrasing day. But I'm on the road to recovery. I intend to get more than the BLACK PANT.
Those of you that are thin and never lived with an fluffy girl like me will never understand the horrors we hide. We try our darndest to be clean and keep clean. Well lets say when I'm thin I will empathize with the big girl.
Now back to my shopping adventure. I have been in a 32/30 for quite a long time. I went to my favorite botique Avenue...and found me some pants that are a 26 woo hoo! I am down four sizes. I'm so thrilled I can probably find something at Lane Bryant. My daughter is such a great and awesome child she sat there and gave me the encouragement I needed. Well this post is generally a ramble and rant I don't even know if it makes any sense at all. I just figured I'd move my fingers along this keyboard and write a few words to cap my evening off.
Talk at ya later.
0 Comments
About Me
AZ
Location
43.6
BMI
Surgery
12/07/2010
Surgery Date
Nov 15, 2010
Member Since
