Almost a year since last blog

Jan 06, 2015

SO I'm just writing because I am bored at work haha - So my vsg surgeversay will be on 02/05/15 -  I weighed 270 on day of surgery - Today I weigh 143. I bounce between 143 and 145 depending on salt intake. It has been a crazy ride! I have gone from size 22-24 to a size 5-7 depending. I wouldn't change it for the world. I have become slightly anorexic and bulimic ( I am working on these issues) due to fear of gaining weight back if I eat over 1200 calories in a day. Its hard to transition back to eating to nourish yourself when essentially I've been starving my body for about a year. But I take it one day at a time and try to not get overwhelmed about food. The mindset of wanting to eat is still there. My eyes want food then I eat and am like ugh - I don't really eat anything bad for me and if I do its only once in a while. I am hoping to strengthen my mind in 2015. 

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