I've only posted a few times, and that was almost a year ago while we still lived in Alaska. We moved to New Mexico last August and I've been struggling with those eternal food demons ever since. I've read past posts with interest, almost made me afraid to spell out any of my habits, because yes I am still struggling. My emotional habits that made me fat to begin with were not made smaller by the surgery, I still have the mind and habits of a 298 pound person! I don't take my vitamins, though I do get my calcium in because I manage a coffee shop and a big soy latte [okay also has cocoa and cinnamon in it ] is my friend, I usually only manage one regular meal a day, and often my food intake for the day consists of chips, popcorn, candy and cheese and much to my dismay the only sweet that makes me "dump" is excessive amounts of ice cream. I vomit regularly because I go too long without eating and then I eat too fast. I do manage to get in at least 8 cups of liquid a day, and I do not eat and drink at the same time and always wait about an hour after I eat to drink anything. Am I doing lots wrong absolutely, and I've felt ever so much alone, like I'm a failure, but thanks to this board, I know I'm not alone, I might still be a failure, but I know I'm not alone in my struggles. Thank You! Please explain to me the more to lose food postings. Do I post what I hope to eat for the day, or do I post what I plan to eat the next day! Fran 298/147/130

Pam: You can post ANYTHING here, please stop apologizing. Support is support for whatever you are going through. I'm glad you feel you can trust us to share your emotions with us. And what you are experiencing is normal. It's tough when you want a baby badly and have trouble. But please don't give up. I have a good friend there in MO who just found out she was pregnant after 3 years of trying. She was even on clomid for 6 months. They took her off of it and voila she got pregnant. Mother nature sometimes just has her own timing. Be strong and stay positive!!!! I'm sorry it can't be this month, but now just look forward to next month. You can do it!! Hang in there!! Love and Hugs! Michelle

Karen - I'm sorry to hear you're having problems. I really don't know much about sugar levels - but I just recently was told that mine are elevated. I've asked the doc for a copy of my blood work results but havent' seen them yet. I wish I could give you some helpful information, but I really don't know anything about the subject. If 4 is the low end of normal, 1.2 is quite far down there...perhaps a trip to the ER is in order. I think it's a good idea to post your question on the main board. Sending lots of positive thoughts..... Hugs, Nancy

Hello Everyone, I think I will post this on the main board too. I will see the doctor on call tomorrow but I have really been feeling yucky for several weeks and my glucometer is always reading a very low blood sugar level. Normal is 4 to 8 and mine is always down near 2. It is like hypoglacemia but I just can't bring it up unless I eat sugar and that just sends it up and drops it way back down again. This morning it was 1.2 which is really low. Is anyone having this problem????? I do know that I need to chat with my doctor but he is off today. I would love any thoughts on this....have a great day.... Tired of feeling yucky in Canada, Karen

I deviated as well but still did okay. B: EAS Low-Carb Protein Drink L: Had the meat from a Gyros S: Part of a Choklat Crunch Protein Bar(This is the new chocolate bar from the makers of Power Crunch with 10 grams of protein per serving. One bar is two servings) and this is excellent by the way! D: BBQ Chicken on the Grill with fruit salad and a tiny bite of pasta salad. Today's plan B: EAS Low-Carb Protein Drink S: Yogurt (if I need it, lately haven't wanted a morning snack) L: Not sure, taking friend to lunch for her bday S: Power crunch bar D: Probably a chicken patty Have a great day!!