First confession....this took a lot!!!

 You are very brave...and very wise. Best of good health to you!

Jolene,  you should be SO proud of yourself.  You've acknowledged that you have a problem and THAT is the hardest step.  I am happy that your Husband was so good and stood by you, it's so easy to get addicted to pain medications, your not alone.

Keep yourself hydrated and you'll pull through.  I wish you ALL the best.