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I was diagnosed with bipolar type schizoaffective disorder in 2005 and prior to that, I had been diagnosed from an early age with various forms of depression.
I am almost 6 months post-op (lap RNY) and today, due to stress beyond my control, I have been eating way too much which scares me because prior to today, I haven't been able to tolerate the foods I am binging on. Today I've had macaroni and cheese mixed with tuna, oatmeal cookies, tons of skim milk and water, a bowl of ice cream and countless numbers of popsicles. I'm currently experiencing dumping, but I still want to eat.
I'm currently at work for another few hours or else I'd just go to sleep.
I do go to counseling once every two weeks and that has helped me up until now.
I am on meds, an antidepressant and an antipsychotic.
Any tips on what I can do to control the eating?
Proud mama of Mischa and Gabriel, both born post-op.
lately ive been extremely depressed and feeling hopeless. and its not about my wls or my job or relationship (i thought for a second it was my boyfriend but its not..) just complete utter dissatisfaction with everything for no reason, nothing triggering it.
its subsided, but it was a rough week this week and im super glad im starting to feel a little bit like myself again :)
question for anybody on meds for their depression after wls, did you approach this with your surgeon or did you go to pcp for a script or how did you handle this?
please let me know!
thanks for everything!
-am <3
Good morning Elena.. I think you are a smart woman for seeking assistance for your spiritual problems. As they say.. our WLS operated on our stomachs.. not our heads.. or heart!

It is good to have an end to journey towards; but it is the journey that matters in the end. ~Ursula K. LeGuin
After we take an inventory, determining and admiting the exact nature of our wrongs, we become "entirely ready," as the Sixth Step suggests, "to have God remove all these defects of character." Sure, it's easy to feel like that and be "entirely ready" on a morning-after, but we know in such desperate moments that our motive may be remorse rather than repentance, induced more by a throbbing head than a contrite heart. The further we get away from the last addictive binge, the better the wrong-doing looks -- more innocent, possibly even more attractive. AM I READY THEN TO "HAVE GOD REMOVE ALL THESE DEFECTS OF CHARACTER..."?
TODAY I PRAY
May I be "entirely ready" for God to remove my defects of character. May those words "entirely ready" re-summon my determination in case it should fade with time and sobriety. May God be my strength, since I alone cannot erase my faults.
TODAY I WILL REMEMBER
I am "entirely ready."

It is good to have an end to journey towards; but it is the journey that matters in the end. ~Ursula K. LeGuin
Good luck with your next step. It is worth the effort.
Trish
Albert Schweitzer

lisa
I am now considering seeing a therapist because I know I need that extra boost. I have been dealing with things... self-worth, body-image, daddy issues... by myself but it's time I get some help.


