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Today I am grateful..
For laughter around the office..
For brighter days..
That I have peeps..
For my morning coffee..
For pictures that make you smile..
Co-Founder
http://www.rydobesity.com
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Video, about me, made by my best friend Yvonne.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gCxNTyRUo0
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I'm sorry to hear all of that. I know what its like to have to live with that criticism. The first day out of the hospital from WLS I was making cream of chicken soup and my dad screamed at me about I'll probably be the first person to GAIN weight after WLS. That my fat ass didn't need soup I should just keep drinking water til I'm a size 2. I don't have any wise words of advise. I stopped taking what my dad says to heart a long time ago. I learned that the only person who's opinion mattered was my own. Just keep doing whats best for you cuz in the end its all that matters.
I need a place to come where I can talk to people who understand my situation. I was diagnosed as being Bi-polar about a year and a half ago and ADHD about 2 years ago. I have suffered from depression since I was 13 and I am 30 now. Life has not been easy for me at all. I've been on and off medication since I was 15. I'll start taking medication and start feeling great and then I'll stop it cause I don't think I need it. Of course a few months later I am right back to being where I was before I started taking the medication. I was cursed with my grandmothers illnesses. It skipped my sister but, sure didn't skip me. My grandmother was the type that had everything wrong with her mentally that you can think of. She tried commiting suicide several times and was hospitalized constantly. She even had lots of shock treatments. Well, my dad says I am just like my grandma. That is a major insult. He ment it to be an insult. It hurt me very bad. I hate having mental problems but, I hate it worse when people put me down because of them. It's not something I can control without medication. My dad puts me down for taking medication. He says I am a druggie and a hypochondriac. I feel that it is necessary to take the medications I take. They all serve a purpose. Now that I know how my dad thinks I really feel like a piece of **** When I go to take my medicine I think of what he said and it makes me just want to throw it away. He has been really mean to me lately. My heart is just broken into a thousand pieces. Why can't he just be there for me. I need all the support I can get from my family. Now, I can't even stand to be near my dad. I hate mental issues...
Today I am grateful..
That I have people that I can depend on..
For air conditioning..
That I can laugh at myself..
That I can laugh with others..
For the little things in life..
Co-Founder
http://www.rydobesity.com
Interview on www.weightlosssurgerychannel.com Please check it out.. http://www.weightlosssurgerychannel.com/programs/wls-journeys/wls-journeys-guest-ramon-lopez.html/
Video, about me, made by my best friend Yvonne.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3gCxNTyRUo0
PEACE
464/409/200
Thanks Obesityhelp.com
What wonderful things could happen in my life if I could get rid of my natural impulse to justify my actions. Is honesty so deeply repressed under layers of guilt that I can't release it to understand my motives? Being honest with ourselves isn't easy. It's difficult to search out why I had this or that impulse and, more importantly, why I acted upon it. Nothing makes us feel so vulnerable as to give up the crutch of The Alibi, yet my willingness to be vulnerable will go a long way toward helping me grow in The Program. AM I BECOMING MORE AWARE THAT SELF-DECEPTION MULTIPLIES MY PROBLEMS?
TODAY I PRAY
May God remove my urge to make excuses. Help me to face up to the realities that surface when I am honest with myself. Help me to know, as certainly as day follows sunrise, that my difficulties will be lessened if I can only trust His will.
TODAY I WILL REMEMBER
I will be willing to do His will.
It is good to have an end to journey towards; but it is the journey that matters in the end. ~Ursula K. LeGuin
Does anyone know if the RNY can alter the way medicaitons are absorbed? I have noticed that I am becoming increasingly anxious and depressed and have been on my Celexa since surgery. I am curious as to whether or not the malabsorbtion of nutrients also includes how medications are absorbed into my system.
Thanks,
Katie