say a little prayer for me?
I am excited, but nervous. I can't believe I am going to do this. I am so emotional... I want to cry and I am not sure why.
Maybe it is because I plan to break through a barrier that I never dreamed possible.
Only the amazing people on this site could possibly understand what I mean by that...
To work so damn hard to lose this weight...to actually be able to run in a 5K race? Ok Ok..it's not a race...I know that...it's just the idea of doing this is mind-blowing...
Myself from 1 year ago would never have believed it...
That said, I haven't actually run yet.... LOL.... so please say a little prayer (if you pray) or send some positive energy my way...OK? I think I am going to need it...
Yep...pretty sure I am going to cry today...at some point... hopefully it will be tears of joy at the end,...and not years of pain...LOL Ok...that's not funny...
Instead of "I think I can.." I need to change my mantra to...
"I can do this... I can do this..."
Toni..."Bravery is not the absence of fear, but the will to overcome it"
www.fatgirlchangingherworld.com
Twitter:@fatgirlchanging
Surgery JAN. 19th, 2012 - Down 120 lbs & 75 inches @ my last Weigh in!!!!
GO! You CAN do hard things. Bonnie taught me that and I'm passing it down to you. GO.
Karen
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Referral - December 2011 * Orientation TWH - March 13th, 2012 * Nurse Practitioner - April 17th, 2012 * Nutrition Class - April 17th, 2012 * Social Worker - April 24th, 2012 * Dietician - May 1st, 2012 * Psych - May 1st, 2012 * Surgeon - August 17th, 2012 * PATTS - Sept. 12th, 2012 * SURGERY TEGH, Dr. Cyriac - October 16th, 2012
Starting Weight - 320 lbs * Current Weight - 178 lbs * Goal Weight - 165 lbs
The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. ~ Eleanor Roosevelt