The start of my new life!!

Aug 01, 2010

Tomorrow is the big day!!! I have my surgery and I am scared to death!...I can't sleep and I am starving!!! It has been two days on the liquid diet and I must say even though I have been running around trying to get the last minute things for my now six year old to start school, it has been horrible for me today, everything in me wanted to just stop at Burger King or McDonalds and get a "quick bite" and then I had to go to the mall and walk past the food court...THIS WAS TORTURE!!!  I am so nervous that I am about to jump out of my skin.  My husband is trying to keep me calm, but I have been so cranky (mad at him for getting and eating Chinese Food that I couldn't have), I hope this has been the ultimate test because I am going nuts and 7:00 in the morning won't get here soon enough.  Well, I guess I should try to go to sleep, maybe I will just go and watch a movie and when I wake up I am sure that it will be time to head to the hospital.  I haven't told anyone except my husband and my best friend about the surgery so I hope everything goes well!...I haven't spoken to my dad in a while...I miss him, but I guess pride won't let me call him!

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