So many emotions!!!

Aug 03, 2011

I'm feeling so many emotions at once. I am excited, scared, anxious. I'm not sure these feelings all normal but I'm sure they are. I have trouble sleeping already. I can only imagine how it's going to be the night before surgery. LOL. I am really going to miss my kids the couple days that I'm in the hospital. I'm so excited to see the end results.  I'm so nervous that something is going to go wrong. I pray everyday that God brings me through this. I don't want to hurt my kids and make them go through the heartache if something was to go wrong. Some days I find myself questioning my decision only because of my kids. I keep reminding myself that I'm doing this for them, for us. So that I can be healthy and live longer.  To my two beautiful children, fiance, and to the rest of my family.... I love you all so very much!!!! I'm looking forward to this new better life with each and every one of you. XOXOXOXOXOXO

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