melissa,
i just wanted to say "don't give up" hopefully the insurance company will stop "dicking you around" soon and you can be on your way to being healthier and happier. i read profile of people like you who are so special and deserving who are only being stopped from having their surgery by some dumbass insurance company and it breaks my heart. if i were to hit the lottery tommarrow, you would be on your way to surgery next opening available. you are a very special lady and i hope you always realize that and never give up. if you need an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, or a heart to care. i'm here. so dont "fagetabotit" lol
hugs and kisses,
carl