alesica
Poem titled Fat
Jan 15, 2009
Hey guys!
Now that my poetry book is complete I can start back visit this site more often! How could I not at least post one of my poems from the book here and share with all my friends here on OH? I'm posting this one because it's one we all here can relate to and I would love to hear what you guys think about it so all comments are welcome. This weight loss journey has been an awesome experience and wouldn't change my decision to have the surgery for the world! I really want to work on those last few pounds so that I can look into getting all of the lose skin taken care of. Anyway, here's the poem and I'll check back in.....
Fat
Standing from across the store
You stare at me as if you haven't any
Other place to look at anymore.
You make faces at me in disgust
You make me feel uncomfortable
In every place that I go and
My feelings feel unjust.
In my mind and heart
I’m not a bad person
Just overweight and oversized to be exact
I have needs
I have feelings in fact.
Others like you don't know what it's like
Being trapped
Mocked and shuffled to the side
As if we have no place here to coincide.
I'm tired of trying to defended my space
Here on earth
I used to put every bit of strength I had
To fight the snickering
Bickering about me being FAT
For what it was worth.
Realizing it's a waste of my time and people
Who stare from across the room
Have something deeper than the looks of I
Disturbing their narrow minds.
I found that through this ordeal
That's had me down
That actually
I am a beautiful individual and
This life has turned me around
To see all the things they don't
And won't see.
I am a beautiful individual
Mastered by the creator
Almighty God
He's helped me in so many ways that
I’ve survived something
Sent from evil
Now I’m okay
I have the
Best care possible because
I am truly blessed.