"Something's Missing"

Apr 20, 2012

Today Has been a little bit of a mental battle. I was really bored today. I didn't even want to do anything...that's how bored I was. I think it's just withdrawals from eating when I'm bored. If I can't have food then I don't want anything to keep me busy type of mentality. I know it will pass. It's only been 4 days since my surgery....once I'm cleared to work out and can start doing more I know it will get better. I'm also starting school so that will help. 


I know this song is definitely not talking about food....but I think lyrics are written to be interpreted how we see fit with our personal situations. 

I ask myself what I'm missing and my answer is: LIFE!!! I'm missing life. But not for long! 


 
"Something's Missing"

I'm not alone, I wish I was.
Cause then I'd know, I was down because
I couldn't find, a friend around
To love me like, they do right now.
They do right now.

I'm dizzy from the shopping malls
I searched for joy, but I bought it all
It doesn't help the hunger pains
and a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

When autumn comes, it doesnt ask. 
It just walks in, where it left you last.
And you never know, when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart:

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

I can't be sure that this state of mind, is not of my own design
I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness.
For loneliness like this.

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is
Something's different
And i don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

Friends -check- Money -check-
A well slept -check- Opposite sex -check- Guitar -check- Microphone -check- Messages waiting for me, when i come home
-check-

How come everything I think I need, always comes with batteries
What do you think it means

How come everything I think I need, always comes with batteries What do you think it means 

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