I am going to be positive

Dec 04, 2010

Here I am still waiting but I feel ok about the wait right now.  Looking back I realize that I was not mentally ready for the surgery.  I have given up carbonated beverages and I struggle with cravings a lot.  My favorite is Perrier and not drinking it can be difficult at times.  Learning how to chew properly is a lot harder than I thought it would be.  It so causes you to be more conscious of what you are eating.  I have made progress even though it has taken years.  I think that is why it has taken me so long to get things going, the Lord knew what was right for me .  I am finally listening to what the doctors are saying whole heartedly.  I am feeling a bit more confident about my understanding and patience.  I start school on Monday and I am so excited but nervous.  For those of you that have read my previous posts I have to say "Yes, I am a school junkie".  I am moving forward and I am anxious to get my life rolling whether I have the surgery or not.  I have been governing my life with fear and let me tell you it is not so productive to do so.  So, Lord I pray that you give me the strength to keep going and to do my best with what ever comes in my direction, AMEN!

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