Got my vitamins!

Apr 18, 2011

Got my vitamins, protein powder, and stir in fiber.  Still have to get a bullet and get some misc stuff before Friday's main event.  My Papa is coming tomorrow in from Vegas to stay with my son and I for extra help.  Can't wait to see him!  I'm still not sure what exactly is going through my teen aged sons mind about all this.  He really wont share but maybe when my Dad gets here we can get more outa him.  God, I hope I can do this.  I hate that little voice that always makes me doubt myself.  I have to kick her ass outa there but she is a stubborn one.  Anyways just stopping in to put some thoughts down.  To whoever is paying attention I really want your prayers or good energy if you don't get down that way.  Point blank I am scared!  Scared that I wont make it, scared that I am going to to sabotage this somehow, scared that I will just outright fail, and scared of yet again letting my loved ones down.  I am so not a low self esteem gal but after reading this I think I am going to call my therapist LOL!  No, I am just scared!  Lord I pray you just stick with me, help me to see the strength I have inside of me and all around me in my loved ones support!  I need You always!  In Jesus name I pray! 

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